Bugs for Teabreak

2008-12-29T14:51:00.000-08:00

had fun,ass(:

wnt town with sd,super happer to get my nape pierced actually.

and damn it the tattoo shops were
either close by the time we got there at around 9++
or the studs were sold out.

blame him!
cause he went to play soccer for awhile,screw him.zzzzzs

so sadly we walked to lucky plaza or pool,

but it was closing,when we got there.screwed!
so walked to cine,plan to watch twilight.
and when we got there,he decided not to watched.
so walked to parklane for pool.
and i lost!damn!
my loserboy seems to be like a winner,JUST FOR TODAY!
after that went 7 11 then walked to bluelight.
had a moment of our lifes.

chit chatting,crapping and so on.
he was persuading me not to go kl,

and he wants to keep me accompany,lols.

i wish i could but promised mummy n dad,
whatelse rachel's going this time.

i'm gona miss you when im away my dear sd:(

3 plus took cab home,drop him then home.
imyimyimyimy.
lols guess im in love but i still wants him.
screwed im confused.im so fickle minded.

nights ppl.i'll be away for some time,update soon

2008-12-27T14:44:00.000-08:00

happy birthday erwin love!

erwin's bday today,and i cant make it.
went out for supper with parents,got home super late.
sorry love,cant be there.dont sad larhs!
meet u soon,ohgayys.

or now,of to sleep.
zzzzzz

2008-12-25T14:35:00.000-08:00

merry christmas loves!

went aunts place for christmas,in the morning.
makan-makan.
then went to royal on scott hotel for buffet with daddys accountant.
head home and sleep.
woke up late,around 1plus.
called rachel love.
head town meet her plus them(jerrold,justin.gy&&more)

was shocked when rachel say got bf never share with her,
think for a moment and guess he told her about ytd.hahas

walked here and there from cineplex to waterloo to
bras basah to cine.and he was there.

and unfortunately something happen to them.

they were brought to police post and .......

went all the way to jurong,and was too tired decided to go home by cab.

2008-12-24T14:30:00.000-08:00

christmas eve,nothing much.

met exboyfie,macky.head town for lunch,walk around and saw him,leejinyi.
suddenly lost of happy mood,and decided to head home.
miss him all of a sudden.still needing him in life i guess.

2008-12-21T22:46:00.000-08:00

hello "dearest"

well my blog is obviously rotten for now.
and after surfing through the net reading few of my deearest blogs,
i'm getting a lil bit pissed.
well suck tits sore loser!
you're just one hell of a bitch.!

2008-12-20T14:19:00.000-08:00

all left in me,are just memories of you,

I'd take you all ways
alwaysI'd never nag again
nor complain again about your ways
I'd take you all ways
always if you were to return to me
Never find fault
never find flaw
I'd take you as you were
as you are
and never again

want for more
All ways
always
If one more chance was given
to prove my acceptance of you
I'd take you
All Ways

Always

As it should be
As it should have been.

i wana make you smile whenever you're sad,
carry you around when your arthiritis is bad

all i wana do is grow old with you,love.

2008-11-21T22:49:00.000-08:00

suppose to watch movie,with weihong today,
but it was cancelled last minute,for some freaking reasons
so i ended up sleeping at home,whole day.
and didnt meet rachel bev and all.
end up idle-ing around my house.

2008-11-20T22:04:00.000-08:00

meet up my dearest long lost bf today.
for dinner at taka's seoul gardens.
diana's intention was to see somebody.haha.
had sumptouos full meal,for the day.
had lots of marinated meat(chicken/beef) grilled by us.
headed to cine for neoprints,but it was closed.
2-3years back,neoprints is like a MUST for us every outing.
thats the reason why i got tons of neoprint pictures with her.
i'll upload it somedays.
so went back yew tee by train,walk her home like usual.
and took the bus.

headed to lot 1 to meet jazz.
then weihong met us.
intend to slack with other
but we ended up at weihong's house doing nothing,
he went for tattoo session today,
he was limping and there were blood!eeewww
his leg were in pain,poor thing:(
so ended up going home by cab after that.

2008-11-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

went to national library in the morning with naz & rachel
for some cotton on thingy,
then decided to head off to paya lebar at 12 plus to meet
rach sister,while waiting for that cotton on thingy at ard 3plus.
plan changed when me and rach got back to NL,cos there were too many people.
so went town to meet beverly,justin,jerrold,jowee,sherman&few more.
went cine,luckyplaza,fareast,taka,wisma,cine again.
so went home by train with rach,bev,jowee.
left with me,jowee,ravh aftr bev got off the train at ct hall.
3 of us fall asleep in the train.
jowee was sleeping with his mouth open,hahahs.
i was freaking sleepy,cos have not slept since the day before.
and mum asked to follow them to mustafa centre to get herself a new fax machine.
so got home after that.lie on my bed and fall asleep,damn NNNNIIIIZZZEEE!

2008-11-12T22:53:00.000-08:00

its justin's birthday today.
went cine with rach to meet them.
everybody was there,as usual,

jeremyangjiejoweejerroldbeverlyerwinqinbaohandekaiwenfengrongmatthewwilynshaundarrengy&...blahblah,
and he was there(jinyi)
rachel and i got justin a cookie.
with our names and wishes in coloured sugar icing on it.
it turn out to be vely colourful
that i intend to keep it and not to eat it,if it was mine.
likekenizzzeee oni the cookie.

headed to boat quay after that,went to one of these pubs,
but it can't hold over 20plus of us,as the place was quite small.
so headed to parklane,Gossip.
two litre of chivas,plus birthday cake,absolut vodka,coke,green tea.

2008-11-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

for today!

went town meet them around 8plusplus(rachbaby,bev,jowee,justinn&all)
just somehow love their craziiness!
then went home.
followed mum & dad to mustafa centre,bought lots of junk food.
then got home ard 2plus.
on the bed using lappy,haven bathe,hahah
then meet weihong,his eyes vely nicezz!
slack with him till about 5 to 6 plus i guess,
then went home.he was kinda shocked that im actually noisy.hahahs
so now i'm home ready.
&& btw stupidz justinn happy birthday!

as i lay here staring out the window,
our memories flowing thru my mind
holding back as tears hits the pillow
scared of thoughts that i might find.
telling myself that i'll be stronger tmr
if you would just come back until then
but instead it's constant sorrow
now i have nothing for he was my sin.
as time should heal all things
it feels as if it's going slow
crying,careless what life brings
but i do not dare to let it show.
for he was my love
now that is gone
telling myself that i'll be happier another day.
until then
wondering what went wrong
thinking why didn't he stay.
i rather just cry now and hurt later
and ask myself why this happen to me
telling myself it'll soon get better,
i really hope.

2008-11-08T04:30:00.000-08:00

beverly& me

the girls:)

again,the girls.

my jiao bin:D

idiots at the back =D

SS house.1

SS house.2

SS house 3

cine level 5 or 6

SS house.4

SS house 5

outside cine

SS house6

jowee,pimp for a day?

look how nerdy they are=D

schawk 711

ohhggayy! rach baby slept over my house for 3 days already,i guess.
so she woke me up today then got ready for town.
before that went to her house.
head to town,meet bev meow,wilyn,liping,jowee,justinn,erwin,jerrold and all at cine,kpool.
and there our journey started.

beverly was our tour guide for the day:D
1.planned to watch movie,in the end we were camwhoring like idiots
2.then from cine we made our way to song sister house,camwhore again.
3.& back to cine drink & slack for awhile,
4.then to Scape park
5.few minutes later,made our way to muhd. sultans
6.along the journey,took pictures in front 7 11 at schawk.
7.& then to clarke quay and slack w/o any transportation.
steadyz right!save money^^

board 190,baby rach intended to go my house str8 and sleep,but she went home cos she's super sick,tc baby!
i intend to go home,end up me meow & jazz
went to tommy house meet yikai&zhili.
slack and slept for awhile then of to town accompany meow meet liping.
slack meet zhili & yikai at party world
then to cine again.
till abt 4 plus went to geylang with kansie,meow,dennis, andrew n weiguang
then went back meow's house n sleep

2008-11-06T19:36:00.000-08:00

baby rachel slept over my place for 2 days rdy,
met dennis ton at his place with them(miow,jazz,jowee,beverly&co) the night before,
then went home,wanted to go double o,but overslept.
&& this morning,haven sleep since yesterday.
and me & rachel baby were camwhoring like hell!
she's high today.
love her man!
& there's more peekcha's to come!

i'm missing you so much right now,
waiting patiently for that day
to come,where me and you are back together again like
before.
i'll wait baby.

2008-11-02T18:46:00.000-08:00

kai,rachel baby&me.

ohhgay!i was late as in super dooper late in meeting baby,
frm 9 to 12,can u imagine?
and on that day jinyi actually wanted me n baby accompany
him eat dinner but too late,or maybe his giving excuses,idk.
so went haji lane sheesha!then to cine,for pool session.
damn zai hors,from haji lane walk to cine,
stop i n between,la salle n rochor beancurd.
yikai super thick skin.promoting for his school.
and yikai,i swear if i enter ur school,i'll just disgrace to la salle.
journey frm HL to cine was quite ok,not tiring cos,we were like crapping non stop.
what a small small world,yikai know jian ting they all.
cab back to cck,went 302 for breakfast
yikai n i was super noisy.we were like
super high,
but baby rachel wasnt high that day,she was super tired,
that's for today(:

2008-11-01T19:07:00.000-07:00

kang kang chalet(:

happy birthday darling kanqi !
was at her chalet for 2 days since ytd,
ton there.the cake super nice.i want more!
went redhouse.my dearest brother jonathan,bs,ck,cy
push me while i was sitting in the trolley,haha see them so ke lian,push me until so tired.
thank you all,for those who have pushed the trolley while i was happily inside it,
& i swear it was
super fun and most absurd rides i've ever had,
its worst then those roller coaster in disneys or genting.
during the whole chalet,
there wasn't any communication between me and jinyi,until those few hours before we check out.
how i wish it never ends,imy & i hope ure feeling much better now
your cough is super bad my dear..
tkcr dear imy,ljy.
huiyin imy also!!

2008-10-24T12:46:00.000-07:00

won't be blogging for the time being.

i drop my laptop and it can't be on,

so i won't be online and blogging for the time being

so anything just beep me on my phone.

2008-10-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

holidays.

yea,its holiday now,and i've start working at ckj.
it was damn slack at raffles until i switch with hy baby,
and it was quite stress la at paragon.but im kinda
getting used to it le.

I swear that you don't have to go I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby For heaven's sake
I know you're sorry But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same Inside
I hope you know I'm dying With my heart beside me In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart Together would find us an opening And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me

And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby I can't forget you I know you want me to want you I want to

imy;

missed?

2008-10-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

loved/missed/needed?

baby,you're all i need in life now,
& ive been missing you so much.
you're my one & only loverboy.
& now i know that you're the one.

happy/sad or worried?

2008-10-12T13:16:00.000-07:00

happy/sad/worried?

happy;chatted with him normally at last & we were crapping for long hours =D !
sad;negative things flashing by in random order,
like some kind of ipod shuffle in my brain.
worried;yea i'm worried for him.
Jjinyi says:
"i damn no mood"
Jjinyi says:
"got lots and lots of problems"
i was told that the police& ahbengs are like somehow searching for him,
don't know why,
the only thing i know was the fight about 302,or whatsoever.
i'm super worried that tears roll down my face,idk why.
okay it goes like this,he or his friend drove his mom car
and the car was being towed away twice and have to pay 700.
and as usual his super ego,he wana pay every single cent back to his mum.
& his stressing up where to get the money from.
sigh,my poor ljy =C
his all screwed up now.its super hurting seeing him in this kinda situation.
i just don't want anything to happen to him.
okay i'm starting to think negatively,what if he was send to boys home and all?
and what if i can't see him anymore?!NO!I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!
i'm worried about him like phf-arch.
i just dont wan anything to happen to him.imy& i'll help
you along.ilyljy.

happy,happy?

2008-10-12T12:53:00.000-07:00

town&queensway

woke up around 7 in the morning,
went breakfast with zy,ps,jj at 302
&its like our daily routine,
and even those fried mars bar after breakfast.
its so omgzzz! im gona put on weight like the next rudi *winks*
bought mum lily flowers for fun.
& intend to stay at home the whole day.
but in the end,went out with team(rudi,jon,zy,hy,bs,jj,ps)
met hy at bb,then jon,rudi,zy,bs waited at queensway & off to town.
bs found a job from "FRESH"
while waiting for jj & ps,went to play pool.
& off to yew tee.f-kg du lan,train terminates at kranji & we took cab.
& zy was sibei irritating,his $5 was rejected by this taxi driver and he start to hate alot of thing,
ogayy let me list them out:
he hate,
the taxi driver and his taxi,
he hate those bangla constrution workers,
(he was abit kan chiong just now idk y)
he hate the traffic like at yew tee,
he hatethe bus driver which don want send him home,
and guess who he like?
the uncle that accepted his $5 ride
.and he was complimenting that
he lkes that uncle taxi and all.
i guess he was high just now,hahs

team!

2008-10-11T11:31:00.000-07:00

team&town.

went town meet darling kanqi&huiyin.
then zi yang meet us up after his work at town.
we went hunting for jobs.for warehouse
aldo and agnes b.
waiting for their call,for now.
then waited for peisong and jun jie finish work.
hahahs world of sports sibo!
wanted to drop by wheelock burger king,hahah
jy was there with friends,but
then went back yew tee since darling kanqi need to go home,
&& of cos we did camwhore fer a moment;

peekchas of darling huiyin,kanqi&me.
ogaayy i'm off to sleep,superr tired.
need to meet zi yang & peisong &junjie
for breakfast.=D

sheesha

2008-10-10T15:06:00.000-07:00

ciggies/sheesha.

it's fucking 6 a.m. in the morning,and i just got home.
super tired but i can't sleep.
damn stupid while we were on our way to bugis by bus,
guess WHAT!
i fall asleep in the bus and i look
super retard while sleeping .
for all my life i've never fall aslp in the bus
besides on their lap or shoulders la,
omgzzz!i'm so shy now.

meet darl huiyin,jon & zy at bugis.they waited for super long for us,
hahahs,ps me sheila,bs,& jun jie was from my house earlier on.
walk to haji lane,and we had our
double apple & grape flavour for our sheesha, and
the double apple taste sucks,i swear!
took lots of dumb ass pictures.

bing shu,jun jie,jonathan,pei song

zi yang &&jonathan sheesha worssxsxsx=D

my lovely huiyin,who didnt smoke,but end up sheesha-ing.

and guess how much was the bill,when they went off ,left me bs,jj,sheila,
it was $96.and we were shocked when we saw the bill.
hahahs,and we went hoome by cab from there.
and pass by park lane cos jy was around there.
oggayy,for now im off to bed.so long folks!

smiley!

2008-10-09T18:13:00.000-07:00

smiley
okay my smiley hole is closed &
im thinking of re-piercing them back,
i need naz for help.
naz!!where are you!!
she's like my piercing artiste.
can you imagine,how many people she've pierced,
and also she've pierced almost a number
of my friends,like about 6?plus others
hahahs,she've pierced my tongue,twice &
my smiley.and she pierced jinyi's tongue
anthea,smiley.
sinying smiley,
sheila,smiley,
jean,smiley+tongue
oh ya & huiyin,smiley.

(anthea,one of naz's smiley customer)

now,off to 302.
meeting team for breakfast.
hahahs,they sending
my brother,zi yang to work.hahahs
and i need my:
slice fish mee sua soup + milk & tofu +ice horlicks
= so the chinese breakfast..
hahahs
but some revitalizing soup for the day is super good for your immune system,
yum yum!!
okay i'm off to 302 now,folks!

team!!

2008-10-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

wo ai team!!

team,

1.bingshu
2.zi yang
3.jun jie
4.pei song
5.kanqi
6.jonathan
7.huiyin
8.cai jun
9.sinying
10.anthea
11.chuankai
12.my teddy bear rudi aka king kong=D

myy dearest team,thanks for supporting and being there for me,
you guys are my pillar of strength and my listening ears.
its because of you guys that i never give up,
you guys cheer me down when i'm feeling sorrow,
you guys made each and every day of mine occupied and happy(:

life is like the different colors of a bunch of color pencils,
each and every colors,represents the different moods that we have.

at last my papers have ended,
i can chuck my books aside and enjoy for now!!
but fucked!i fucking regret for falling asleep last night,
was too tired after got home from town yesterday
and planned to take a nap for an hour,
end up i fall asleep without activating myy alarm clock,
and without studying for chem today
fucking du lan with myself.and all the question today
was questions i did in the assessment book i have.
fuck! i know i can get distinction if i didnt fall asleep last night
now i fucking regret!!=.=
went yew tee,slack with team and hew jin,
excluding sy,anthea,cai jun,kanqi&ps
they played bb and volleyball.
daryl came buy also.

thats all i did for today,and now off for my beauty sleep.
nights people!

love remains the same

2008-10-08T04:34:00.000-07:00

the love of my life,ljy

A thousand times i've seen you standing
gravity like a lunar landing
make me want to run till i find you
shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all i hear
everything we know fades to black,

i never thought that i had any more to give
pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the same find a place where we escape
take you with me for a space
i had to find just out where you are
but the faces seen to blur they're all the same

the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
too much time to love defending, you and i are done pretending

i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
missing all that we had, & mistakes that we have made
everything gona change,

TODAY,

2008-10-07T08:51:00.000-07:00

for today,

geog and dnt paper today,
went tuition
off to town,meet team
watch movie (i was sleeping in the cinema,i was too freaking tired la,HAAHAH!)
then slack at skate park
then went back to cck,
go 302 eat,jinyi drop by=D
then went home after that with jinyi ,zi yang & jun jie "ushering"me home,HAHAHS
& i fall asleep when i got home.fucked!didnt study for my chem

i want this week to end A.S.A.P!

2008-10-06T09:49:00.000-07:00

fucked,! i need a break from studying!my brains going corrupted and i can't even think properly.
i just want this week to end as soon as it could , so that i can chuck my books aside and go GA GA!

you made my day! (:
i start to tremble,when i hear your voice
& my leg turn jell-o when i see you.

unbelievable!

2008-10-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

hahaha he was involved in a fight
last night,

& guess what?
he got a bump on his forehead,

" BA-LU-KU BOY!"

macdonald!

2008-10-04T13:04:00.000-07:00

For the day!

now at mac,still mugging for geo this tuesday,so stress up with zy bs and rudi.
and just now jinyi came,wohooo!!*lame*
but to bad,we kinda not doing anything happening so he went to cck to find friend
and i was shock when he actually came for hari raya ytday,
and things happen....hahahs

and today,i saw my eyecandyy.this guy always come by yew tee and eat.when the first time i saw him,he was at food court eating,n today he came mac to eat.aww!his so cute,hahah infact cuter then jy.
somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be?

I love you darling!

2008-10-02T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hello Darling! Sheila here! :D
Mwackxzxzxzx. You posted!
Hehehehehehehe. Wo ai ni!
I'm here to pretend you have more post by adding one to the list.
You better update your blog regularly.
And dont put too much Ljy hor.
Teehee, guess you at Macdonalds studying.
Maybe, maybe not. But no matter what, jiayou love.
I'll be here, hahahahahaha. (L)(L)(L)!

insomnia

2008-10-01T16:30:00.001-07:00

didnt attend school today,partly because i was feeling shag and i was too lazy to get of my bed.
so i was revising my maths and browsing through the net,i've been wanting to get myself a bag,either agnes b or head porter.so while i was browsing just now,there's this Head Porter Preppy Zip Shoulder in grey and white really caught my eyes attention,it cost 103 USD,so i guess convert it to sg$ it would be sg$144.2 around there?i guess so.
but its freaking sold out,DAMN IT! i want it so badly man!

alone at home?

2008-10-01T12:02:00.000-07:00

my second post,hahs.
today's hari raya,& i'm spending my time alone at home,feeling kinda shag and fucked up of whats happening around me.
i've been having sleepless nights this few days,and i don know why.
amazingly i'm studying for my maths now,hahah.
okay till here,soo long!!people!

i miss him alot,& i wonder if his still thinking of me.
i've tried my very best to save the relationship,but i failed.
i'm sorry that i took you for granted in the past,
& i swear it will never happen again
cos i've realized,i really need you by my side,
imyljy.

for the day

2008-09-30T16:12:00.000-07:00

okay,
1stly.i was forced to create this blog by many friends especially
"anthea tan && sheila chung", fuck them man!
2ndly.if i'm gona have a blog,mostly it'll be fulled of LJY,haha & i'm pretty shy of that.hahah
3rdly.i wanted to put bug for recess, but doesnt it sound like, bug forest-ess?

hahah,okay i'm done!

so sheila's with me now guiding me with this stupid blog,and i felt like im such a noob.hahs
parents are away to malaysia,
for what?,
i don't know.
& i'm left with sheila at home and anthea online,
hahah "and anthea"hahah,don't you think it sounds funny..
we did something so absurd just now & i guess if he knows about it,he'll find me insane,hahs.*shy lehs*
this is my first post.hahahs
and my eyes looks like its missing in the picture on top,hahs.what the hell.

loverboy!

2008-09-29T13:55:00.000-07:00

all i'm thinking about now is You >.<